my deepest drop most definately...


i've hated you since i was a kid/you scarred me for life/yea, that's what you did
making my life a living hell, every damn day/remember when you tried to drown me at that bay?
saying to people it was only an "accident"/and that i just slipped and fell
even to this day/i fucking wish you were dead and burning in hell

all you fucking did was drink/not giving our family a single thought
gambling and bagging all the time/did you think you'll never get caught?!
picking you up when your were drunk/i was always there for you
you worthless excuse for a father!!/never was there for me, when I needed YOU!!

jacking money from my mother's purse/telling lies to all of us
when you got busted/you begged for forgiveness/trying to regain our trust
we were stupid to give you another chance/not knowing you were lying again
twenty minutes later, you were gone/just like that, out the fucking door again!!

you know how much mom suffer cause of you?/do you know how it feels?/
to be betrayed by the one you love/who always cheats and steals?!
remember when you put us in $110,000 dollars in debt?!/and tried to run away?
so ashamed of yourself/trying to depart to korea and make us pay!!!!

how the fuck could you do that to us?/didn't you care at all?
was it fun for you?/to watch our family crumble and fall?
i've never thought of you as my father/and i will never will
but i have to suck it up and hold my emotions/till we pay off all the bills

that's what's killing me the most/i have to deal with your longer
pretending that everything is alright/but that's ok, its making me stronger
but know this/when your gone from this world, and i bury you in a cave
i will not shed a tear/nor would i be sad/standing over your grave

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that is very deep jon

thank you for sharing this

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... i can relate to some things in that one ...
so strong..

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Wow - this is really good too, another visceral drop. Thanks once again for the insight into your life. I can't really relate to this, but I want to thank you for demonstrating your flowing abilities and also for giving people a chance to reflect on their own experiences.

Also, Jon, you're fuckin' cool haha.

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Originally posted by tm11
Wow - this is really good too, another visceral drop. Thanks once again for the insight into your life. I can't really relate to this, but I want to thank you for demonstrating your flowing abilities and also for giving people a chance to reflect on their own experiences.

Also, Jon, you're fuckin' cool haha.

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oh wow... nice... very deep.

ever thought about becoming a poet? haha

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Originally posted by saranghae
ever thought about becoming a poet? haha

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sometimes..

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U tha man! I dont even know why we even bother to have tournaments. Cause we know who is already "tha master o' rhyme". NOJEEL!

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