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apocalypse
Hey peoplez!!....Erin is back...lol...sorry i havnt been able to post for a while...junior year realli sux....well anyway.. this is my most recent poetry....it doesnt flow as well but i hope you enjoy:
Apocalypse:
Under this atmosphere, i slowly suffocate,
death has trapped me, using life as the bait
No longer can i stand, upto the misfortunes of fate
the lucid rain whipps me,but it's already too late
Fury rests in me, like the black ring of fire
Not because i lack, or that i cannot reach higher
Because of you, hypocrite, whom i cannot call a liar,
since you are my blood, who gave me life undesired
you prisoned me in fear, you that i longed for,
simple affection, i wanted nothing more
Brutal despot, our illness uncured
your hateful past, bruises, taht pierced me to the core
it was your clenched fists, your violent words of torture
that swung at me, mockingly, promising no future
i no longer can withstand ; here i speak a clincher
i did my best to live, as an unblessed creature
My cracked and creased heart, wrinkling every thought
all my love and blood, are dead from having fought
like a black whole, my wandering soul you've caught
remaining, the choice of death, last thing birth has brought
Under the acidous air, i slip towards apocalypse,
to my ultimate destiny, i blow my final kiss
revelation declared, i no longer will reminisce
your burning, black eyes,neither your darker voice
Even this very moment, pretending to be innocent
you claim yourself my father and you try to implement
your eyes consumed by evil, you refuse to repent
your brutal ways in me,that i now stand against
your alcohol-soaked breath, emotions drunk in vain
do not seek forgiveness, you deserve to taste pain
The final punishment; my death- this you shall retain
i will prison you in a memory that will make you go insane
stillness in the air, only time ticks away
my soul shall not perish, nor my body decay
amidst the silent peace, the restless mind shall lay
though i solely vanish,----this will be a new day
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I Don't know what is wrong, what is right
It makes no difference, they are the same things...
I don't know what to believe in, whom i can trust
There was no way to see, no way to prove that
Why do I have to wonder and wonder?
I don't know why, I don't know why, I don't know why
I don't know who my friends are, who my enemies are
They love me some, they cheat me some in the same way
Why do I have to live with them, why do I love them?
I really wish I could believe in your sweet sweet lies
I close my eyes and tears are falling
I really wish I could live alone with no one at all
I close my heart and dreams are tumbling
Sing, sing a fool's song I am a king without a kingdom
LaLaLa, I am a mother without a womb for my children
LaLaLaLa, I am a lover without a lover
oh..I am a foolish clown of the world..
I am a foolish clown of the world...
So.. I don't know what to believe in, Whom to rely on...
-Jaurim
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11-22-2002 02:23 PM
