actually, i know that when i die i will be with my creator in paradise, so i do not fear death itself, i fear the pain of dying - just that momment of knowing that your life as you know it is slipping away - and relying on your faith to keep you sane in those last seconds -
i wondered about the afterlife a lot - and . . . i know this sounds crazy but i when i was younger, if i wondered about something, i'd pray about it, and i'd get my answer in a dream. this is what i THINK heaven will be like as it (i believe) has been revealed to me.
what i saw in my dream was . . . pure majesty - that's the only way i can describe it - where everything is peace b/c God's presence is completely realized. ummm, i did not see earthly things, everything i saw in my dream was . . . beauty that we don't know on earth - and that makes sense to me, b/c why would God have us live on earth and promise us eternity if heaven was just like this sinful place - no, i think heaven is much greater - i do believe there is much in store for us
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