i hate winterym!!!sigh why do am i always the one that ends up gainin overload fat!!
heyloz everyone!!! ish me hanna!! how are yall doing?? i hope everyones enjoyin their vacation so far.Well rite now i seem to be in the not so happiest mood right now cause i've gained so much fat. i mean like i wouldn't really care if it was just baby fat that usually goes away like the next day,you know when your face swells up if you wake up to late or some crap like that i forget. but mangz this isnt even like that, i can actually feel my fat overlayering on my pants which i find so disgusting. Also did i not mention that it really pisses me off when i see like all these models,celebrities,actors on tv with super flat stomaches that looks like they just got liposuction done,cause when i look at my stomache i feel so pathetic. I just sigh and say to myself "hey my body was like that 3 months ago, but thanks to all the junk food i'm literally turnin all pudgey and chubby which makes me look like a pig" X_x. i think it was last week or two weeks ago when my unni and i were talkin about weight i was like " oh mangz im so fat im like48 kgs" in korean and i asked my unni who's like skinny like a chopstick "how much do u weigh" and she's like OooO im really fat im 46 kgs. Inside my head i was thinking wtf is she trying to tease me or make me feel bad so i said like shuddup in a jokingly way.Ugh hate it wen skinny ppo say that their fat just to get attention. NE WAISE PPO SORRIE FOR COMPLAINING AND BABBLING SO MUCH!! BUT COULD YOU GUYS PLEASE GIVE ME SOME SUGGESTIONS OR ADVICE THAT ACTUALLY REALLY WORKS!!! PLZ!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!ALSO SHARE SOME STORIES THAT HAPPENED TO YOU TOO CAUSE I WANNA HEAR THEM!! SO VOICE YOURSELF OUT!! HAVE A LOVELY WEEKEND JUSUNErS!!
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