So many things are going on,
so many changed taking place,
things i thought would never happen,
happen in front of my face
wat's going ? i don't know anymore,
what's going to happen?
wat are we living for?
I'm so distorted and confused,
that's how i am,
dont u hate it wen life turnz around,
and ruins all ur plans?
nothing goes right,
it starts to turn into hell,
u don't no wat is going on,
and u just can't seem to tell,
so many things i wanna say,
i wanna let it go,
i can't hold it back,
and yet i can't let it show,
just imagine of everyone depended on u,
wat if u had a problem, who would YOU turn to?,
and wat if u everyone changed,
the people that u thought u knew,
they are someone else know,
even you've changed too,
or maybe it's me,
maybe it's all a bad dream,
wat if everything rite now,
isn't as bad as it seems,
welcome to my world,
and yet that's only a start,
thaz only a small part,
of wat's weighin down my heart,
everyday i gotta smile,
but i wanna let 'em know,
that this smilin lil boy they see,
ain't nuttin but a show
it's only the smallest part,
the happy part of me,
just another portion,
of this complex personality,
and it's been 5 years,
i've held it all in,
so many things i've been hiding,
so where do i begin?
well i guess all of that,
was a pretty decent start,
to a lifelong journey
of unburdening my heart,
sometimes i wish a flood would come,
and wash it all away,
and then, there's be a peace in the silence,
when there's nothing left to say....

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That was extremely interesting. There are a couple of places where the sentences didn't make sense but I feel like this was a spur of the moment thing; exactly what the title says: one long drawn out expression/thought process. The mood seemed to be.... confusion.

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Originally posted by koreaznxtcboy
So many things are going on,
so many changed taking place,
things i thought would never happen,
happen in front of my face
wat's going ? i don't know anymore,
what's going to happen?
wat are we living for?
I'm so distorted and confused,
that's how i am,
dont u hate it wen life turnz around,
and ruins all ur plans?
nothing goes right,
it starts to turn into hell,
u don't no wat is going on,
and u just can't seem to tell,
so many things i wanna say,
i wanna let it go,
i can't hold it back,
and yet i can't let it show,
just imagine of everyone depended on u,
wat if u had a problem, who would YOU turn to?,
and wat if u everyone changed,
the people that u thought u knew,
they are someone else know,
even you've changed too,
or maybe it's me,
maybe it's all a bad dream,
wat if everything rite now,
isn't as bad as it seems,
welcome to my world,
and yet that's only a start,
thaz only a small part,
of wat's weighin down my heart,
everyday i gotta smile,
but i wanna let 'em know,
that this smilin lil boy they see,
ain't nuttin but a show
it's only the smallest part,
the happy part of me,
just another portion,
of this complex personality,
and it's been 5 years,
i've held it all in,
so many things i've been hiding,
so where do i begin?
well i guess all of that,
was a pretty decent start,
to a lifelong journey
of unburdening my heart,
sometimes i wish a flood would come,
and wash it all away,
and then, there's be a peace in the silence,
when there's nothing left to say....

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