my 2000th post
well its my 2000th post here and all i have to say is this...
since i joined here theres been nothing but problems. from people just out right telling me they dont like me, to others telling me not to come here anymore. I know my actions in the beginning were, immature and even up to a short time ago they were but all i can say is sorry. Sorry to all the people ive offended, others who dont like me for a reason and anyone else. Also concerning the thread made about me backstage. I think you guys should of made a topic where i could of seen it but that was your decision, i understand. My friend showed me it, my only real friend here, and im thankful for that. The way some of you think of me, really blows my mind. I didnt think i was coming off like that, but its too late to go back now. If i could go back and change everything, i probably wouldnt, because i know exactly what I did and thats all i would do. Now even after ive contributed to this forum, tried to be nice to others, and sometimes been an ass, ive been told not to come here again. quote: im choosing not to ban you. only because your not worth the time it takes for me to ban you.
see things like that really dont make a person feel good. Well what i am trying to say here is probably what you are wondering if you even have had the patience to put up reading a thread that i composed. Im trying to say that as I choose to do this, I'm going to make most of you happy, and probably 1 or 2 of you mad. Ive seen a lot here, some good, most bad and this in a way is influencing my choice. Some of you didnt like my thoughts or views I brought to the forums. Being one of the only people that acted this way, ivebeen talked about a lot, but hey what can you do. Im not going to dwell on shit that i cant fix or go back to edit. So as with my 2000th pos, im going to leave the forum, knowing that probably none of you will miss me. Im not really happy with that, in fact i thought it would of gone completely in the other direction but like i said cant fix it. I just want to say thanks to Alchemist,Sangxjin who were really my only friends on here. Sorry to taigrr,niggoreanboi and roetegen who i clearly remember making fun of numerous times which was uncalled for. Thats pretty much all i have to say. So i guess ill leave on this final note, have nice lives.
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