OMG.... I always think "What would I do if my Daddy left me?" I get so scared thinking that... And I feel like crying. I feel that way because my Mommy left my two sisters and I with our Daddy when we were still young. I was probably 3 or 4. And my Daddy was still really young. He was only like, 21 or something. He was still getting his life straight...not only just job and school, but also the divorce. Ever since then, my Daddy has been raising us with all that he's got. Ugh, just writing this makes me wanna cry... I mean, if you have gone through your parents divorcing, you'd know how I feel. I know I was young and all but I still remember a lot. Another incident happened when I was around 10 too, but I won't get into detail about that.
Anyway, I love my Daddy very much for all that he has done for me and my sisters. I wish I could tell him how I feel... but I just can't because ever since I was little and growing up, he never made me feel comfortable enough to talk to him...
Oh, to answer your question... I'd try to be the best person I can be and live up to what my Daddy thought I could be. He always tells me to go to school and get a good job...That way I can support my family when I'm older. And he says that I shouldn't let boys get in the way. The thing is, he doesn't know that I have decided not to get married and just get a good job and take care of him when he gets older.
Last edited by Ladi Jay on 05-02-2002 at 03:51 AM
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