I noticed...
That I am a very imotional and sensative girl... It's wierd... I guess it's just because I grew up with so many problems, like divorces and deaths. You can ask anybody that knows me. I swear, I could cry right now if I wanted to. Just the other day, my sisters and I were sitting downstairs and I just started to cry. I guess it was because I was thinking about my daddy. He told me that when I was younger... about 4-5 years old, I was watching a music video that he had made (he sings) and I started crying. And I still remember that day. It was really sad to relive that moment. I wish I could tell him how much I care and love him. Ugh, I could cry right now just talking about this. I even cry during watching a movie that is a comedy... or during a song... I guess that's my week point. I'm just really sensative. If a teacher comes up to talk to me, I get all teary and I try to hold it back. It's wierd...
Maybe I like to cry... because I must admit, I think crying feels good. After I finish crying, I feel really good and satisfied inside...
I know this sounds really wierd and all but I just had to let someone know and I thought since none of you really know me, this could be the place... I've had so many bad life experiences that I think I wanna share them through here...
And if you have an ear that will listen to my words, please do...
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