Crying.
I've always thought that crying could help me get rid of feelings that I carried deep within. I realized a couple weeks ago that no matter how hard I cry, it won't help set those feelings free. Crying doesn't get me anywhere. It just leaves those feelings where they were before, in the deep dark pit inside of me---as where it was before I even felt like crying.
My Daddy yelled at me the other day... wait, maybe morning because it was 2 AM... and blamed things on me that I had nothing to do with. Even though I really wanted to, I did not shed one single tear.
Just give me two more years... two more years.
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