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lost eternity
wrote this one today.......
You're gone into a world that i cannot reach
My heart is frozen, like the cold winter beach
The way to erase, i wish i can teach
i wish memories would fade, like a dirty stain bleached
day by day i pray, because i need you back
because of you gone, my only hope i lack
you are far away, and the world is pitch black
i live a life of death, where past memories attack
I don't know how much, my fragile heart can bear
I now am the victim, of an incident yet so rare
i remember your eyes, and your golden brown hair
which under the luminous light, gave a silver glare
You were as fresh as new, but as comforting as old
your brown eyes were warm, but still your glances were cold
i wanted you to shape me, i wanted you to mold,
so i can be valued, and shine like precious gold
i remember your lips, soft and pink like peach
which opened to mel me down, with just one sweet speech
i remember you, the details, all and every each
But i wish to forget them, since i no longer can reach
you are gone away into heaven, and i'm thrown here forlorn
you are guarding me above, but i still want you reborn
i know you smile, but i can't help but mourn
why did you have to go, and leave my life so torn
will you please tell me, how to escape this sorrow
Should i follow you to heaven, and just meet you tomorrow
if you know the way, explain it clear and thorough
but first i ask, half of my life can you borrow?
can't we go back, to the times when we were happy
don't you miss the days, when we laughed and smiled with glee
hold me before i fall, and together let us be
because i am forever lost, lost in eternity..
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I Don't know what is wrong, what is right
It makes no difference, they are the same things...
I don't know what to believe in, whom i can trust
There was no way to see, no way to prove that
Why do I have to wonder and wonder?
I don't know why, I don't know why, I don't know why
I don't know who my friends are, who my enemies are
They love me some, they cheat me some in the same way
Why do I have to live with them, why do I love them?
I really wish I could believe in your sweet sweet lies
I close my eyes and tears are falling
I really wish I could live alone with no one at all
I close my heart and dreams are tumbling
Sing, sing a fool's song I am a king without a kingdom
LaLaLa, I am a mother without a womb for my children
LaLaLaLa, I am a lover without a lover
oh..I am a foolish clown of the world..
I am a foolish clown of the world...
So.. I don't know what to believe in, Whom to rely on...
-Jaurim
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08-27-2002 03:01 AM
