ahhh my 3 year crush
this is why i don't like valentines day... ahhh kinda stupid of me cause i can't let it go but o well wuchu gonna do rah...
yea i knew this girl for the longest time and we were coo friends. This girl she was like everything i looked for in a girl athletic, intelligent, good sense of humor, no make up all pure, nice style, kind, and her looks were juss a bonus. in 6th grade i started having feeling for her she was liek my secret crush for almost 3 years but i could never tell her how i feel i've tried but iuno it just wouldn't come out, also i didn't knoe if she felt the same with me and i didn't want to make our friendship all wierd with her knowin i have feeling for her. She seems very popular with the guys she always had a boyfriend which make me feel sad like this but when she breaks up with them i feel happy liek this but i still couldn't tell her how i felt and it made me mad like this . so end of 8th grade rolled by with couple day until valentines day i decided to tell her hwo i feel about her. So you kneo i was all think hard what to say to her my sad ass was praciticing what to say then valentines day rolled up and i was ready oooh i was ready but then i found out she moved. she was gone with a goodbye nothing and i never saw her again. i had couple girl friends here and there but i didn't feel it with them cause i still had feeling for this girl. so then i just stopped dating period *sigh* valentines day brings back hurtful memories welp that is the end of my story i knoe no one cares but o welp toodles
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