[long fic] When Will It End? [god]
Author:Jennie aka aznsweety
Title: When Will It End?
Characters: g.o.d
Warning:
Chapter One: The Beginning
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Part One-Uh muh nim kkae
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"Hey! Stick boy!"
"Stop calling me that!"
"Stick boy~ Stick boy~"
Story of my life. Stick boy, the dreaded name. Usually kids don't care about those kind of things, but my one wish was to become nice and plump. I never have enough to eat so I try to be happy with what I have. With everyone calling me stick boy, and me being poor; no one wants to be my friend. It's not like I'm desparate. I have my older sister who's just about the nicest person in the world. Maybe that's because she's poor like me. I'm not totally sure... Being five years old, I get confused about adults often. All I know is that every ah jum ah says that poor kids should hang out with poor kids because rich kids are better. I'm not sure why, but my umma gets mad when she hears them so I get mad too. I don't like my mom being all sad. Sometimes, I wonder if the adults are right, are if they're just clueless and try to split everyone up. My sister cries sometimes like my umma did when appa left for work and never came back. I still don't understand why a business trip takes over one year. I also don't understand why appa just doesn't send us money. I hate it when umma has to go to work. It makes me feel sad when umma comes back and her back hurts or when she's so tired but still tries to make my sister and me dinner. When umma's not here, noona usually makes us sometime yummy to eat. Once in a while, umma and noona go to work because noona likes to work so I have to stay home and make myself ramyun. It gets annoying being at home and making myself ramyun. Umma always says that she's sorry and that she'll take me out to eat one day...
"Ahn Shinwon!"
"Noona!"
"I'm not going to be able to come home early today."
"Awww.. why not?"
"I have to do something."
"Okay noona~"
"Dannyah?"
"Noona! You never call me Danny. Remember what you said, we're in Korea so I'm Ahn Shinwon! I forgot all of my English anyways."
"Yeah... Shinwonah?"
"Yea?"
"If...if...appa called and um... if he asked if you wanted to go to him what would you say?"
"Appa never calls us."
"I know.. but what if?"
"I don't know... probably I'll talk to umma."
"Ahn Shiwon! You have to be a big boy."
"Noona.. could we still be with umma?"
"No, only umma or appa not both."
"I love Umma more."
"I love you Danny."
"I'm SHINWON!"
"I love you Shinwon, Danny, I don't care what your name is.. I love you."
"I love you too Noona, but you're just going to meet your friends."
"Oh yea..."
"Bye Noona!"
"Bye... Tell Umma that I love her."
"Okay!"
"Bye."
"Noona... are you crying?"
"No... I'm just tired."
"Oh, okay."
DING DONG
"Hi ahjumah!"
"Hi Shinwon~ Is your Umma home?"
"No."
"What about your Noona?"
"No."
"How old are you Shinwonah?"
"I'm five years old!"
"I gues...maybe your old enough..."
"Old enough for what?"
"Can you baby-sit my daughter? I really have to go...somewhere."
"When will you be back?"
"I don't know..."
"Oh."
"So, your sister left?"
"Yes."
"Why didn't you leave?"
"Because she went to see her friends."
"If you could be with your Appa would you leave your Umma?"
"No."
"Oh, okay then bye shinwon."
"Bye ahjumah!"
"So...who are you?"
"I'm Haejung."
"I'm Shinwon."
"..."
"How old are you?"
"I'm...um...uh...one....two..three...fo..ur.. I'm four! yep I'm four."
"I'm five!"
"Oh."
"I'm your Oppa!"
"No your not!"
"Yes I am!"
"No!"
"YES!"
"NO!"
"YES!"
"I SAID NO!"
"Why not?"
"Because...I want to be friends.."
"We can be friends and you can call me Oppa."
"Really?"
"Really."
"Okay..."
"Aren't you supposed to say Okay Oppa?"
"No..."
"Why not?"
"Because... I was just saying okay. Not okay Shinwon.."
"Oh.."
"Oppa?"
"Yeah?"
"Nothing."
"What?"
"Nothing."
"What were you going to say?"
"I'm not allowed to tell you... I can only tell your Umma."
"Okay."
"Oppa?"
"Yeah?"
"Let's play!"
"Play what?"
"House."
"No!"
"Why not?"
"That's a girl's game! No big-boy ever plays HOUSE!"
"PLEA~SE???"
"Okay! But that's only because I'm being nice. And because I'm your Oppa!"
"YAY!!!"
~That Night~
"Shinwonah?"
"Yes Umma?"
"Who's this girl?"
"An Ahjumah told me to baby-sit her."
"Um... Ahjumah?"
"Yes?"
"My Umma told me to tell you something."
"Tell me what?"
"I'm suppose ta live with you."
"WHY?... I mean why?"
"Because my Umma went to America with Shinwon Oppa's Appa and Noona."
"WHAT? Umm... Dannyah? Can you take Haejung to Noona's room?"
"Okay."
"Ahjumah? Am I in trouble?"
"No... I just thought that you were tired."
"Oh, okay thank you Ahjumah!"
"Let's go Haejung."
"Okay Oppa."
"Haejungah?"
"Yes Oppa?"
"I'm happy that you're going to stay here."
"Me too!"
"What's this?"
"Don't touch it! It's just that sometimes Umma gets mad at me. I do bad things so she hits me. Don't worry, everyone gets hit like this. I'm fine..."
"Are you sure?"
"I'm sure.. and now that I'm staying here, I'm not going to be bad so I'm not going to get hit."
"Good."
"Good-night Oppa."
"Good-night Haejungah!"
That was eight years ago.. I haven't ever seen my sister since. Haejung has been a replacement. She's been my younger sister who takes care of me even if I should be the one taking care of her. Our lives haven't been easy, but it has been fun...
~to be continued~
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This isn't the end of Part One-Uh muh nim kkae, itz the first chapter of the part.. itz kinda confusin but plz keep on reading~
*edit*i fixed danny's name susan... i think i fixed it rite...
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<~ credits to huby.. thanx so much! ^^
Last edited by MellowYellow on 04-24-2002 at 05:22 PM
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