Just..
Im not sure if this goes here but here goes. Life seems to be getting harder and harder as I get older. Ive done so much for everyone else. But in the end. No one does anything for me. Ive given and given, but somtimes I wish someone would be there for me. MY parents have dunt want anything to do with me anymore. I try my hardest to look on the positive outlook on life, but it just seems so hard. Im thinking by moving to california, all my problems will simply go away. I know now thats not true. I hope something good is waiting for me in california. Right now I have only one friend, my best friend. I just feel like no one is there for me, like im all alone. So i guess im out of here. Its just that everyone who promised me that they would be there for me, totally broke that. I wish one morning I could just wake up and everything would be better, but I know that wont happen, maybe oneday, but just not anytime soon. Life is so hard, but having people there for you, makes it so much easier. Or so thats what ive been told, I wanna know how that is. Its gotten to the point where I dont wanna wake up in the morning. Anyone with advice?
I hope this dont sound weird. but if anyone needs a friend, or feeling like there are going through what i am. you can hit me up on my cell (980-254-8127) and im not worried about pranks, cuz this phone will be terminated in 5 days newaiz. or aim Vahn9584.
Thank You for anyone who took the time to listen,
Mike
Last edited by Hyesungu on 08-22-2003 at 02:25 PM
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